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Bonjour & Pierre

2012-01-07T22:23:00.000-08:00

看見水很髒, 今天把心一橫, 把魚缸洗得干干淨淨
每天早上放點點魚糧, 慢慢地你們便進入了我的生活
娘親回港前千叮萬囑要我記得餵魚, 回港後什至在我臉書的牆上留言提醒, 卻沒有在牆上向我問安, 可見你們的地位何等重要

紫色的叫Bonjour, 因為早上一起床便看見牠, 餵牠時總會擺著尾游向我, 養了年半
藍色的叫Pierre, 餵牠時總是不了我, 轉身魚糧就不見了, 養了不足一年
但名字是我剛改的, 因為我平時都稱呼牠們"兩條魚", 現在改了法文名, 故事便可浪漫起來
為什麼叫Bonjour和Pierre, 因為我只會這兩個法文字

Investment Summary 2011

2011-12-31T15:33:00.000-08:00

What a poor year, my portfolio is down from 11% to -11%.
Mostly because of HSBC, MFC, both of them took 73% of my portfolio and they're all went south. In addition to some short fried CAT, MCD, I know I'm not a stir fry player. Let me focus back to just long term investment.
In 2011, I added Vitasoy and KO in my long term portfolio, so far they make me feel safe in such economy.

Look for the seeing what's going to happen in 2012.
If this will be the end of the world in 2012, this portfolio doesn't really make any interest factor.

當男孩遇見孩

2011-12-31T14:31:00.000-08:00

成了基督徒, 朋友便介紹我看這書, 是可憐我單身了很久嗎?
但這本書看完感覺很好, 比較清楚知道了基督徒是應該用甚麼心態去談戀愛. 本書內容主要討論從告白至結婚時期要注意和面對的問題.
感謝神送我一本好書, 亦要感謝友人介紹, 是本很有用的書.

受洗了

2011-12-25T15:16:00.000-08:00

It's a wonderful day.

最後的演講

2011-10-15T00:15:00.001-07:00

youtube link

I watched "The Last Lecture" on youtube for quite awhile ago. This is the book version of that youtube video. i believe the book covers more than the 1 hour content of the video. Randy Pausch was talking about how to reach childhood dream. I believe we all have dreams, but how many of us are actually thinking about reaching them. Most of us (at least myself is) some time work like a zombie, working to satisfy someone's dream (someone's business). This reminds me about Steve Jobs who died in about a week ago. Both Randy and Steve to follow our own direction and forget others. First question I raise is "what about my existing burden?"

How do I carry the burden and at the same time achieving my dream?
The question is yet to be answer. I should start doing a checklist of what I should do to answer this problem.

Thank you Randy, and RIP.

挪威的森林

2011-09-14T23:41:00.000-07:00

First entry of 村上春樹. i didn't watch the movie, but let's give it a try, since i bought his series of 1Q84 already but no time to read them.
In the first half of the book it was so boring that I have no idea what type of novel this is, until Stasia told me 村上春樹 did it on all his pieces. First half took me so long to read until its half way, when characters started dying. The threme "死不是生的對極形式, 而是以生的一部分存在著的" shows up more and more. The book goes more and more interesting until the last word. I took just a week to finish the second half, it was like 5 time faster. This just give me more motivation to read 1Q84.

决志了

2011-08-07T15:24:00.000-07:00

把心一橫...

特別鳴謝: Gus, 小組組員們, 師姐, 來討食的, 李卓人, Crystal, 屈牧師, 祢...

cheapo water bottles

2011-07-31T23:11:00.000-07:00

I have been "thinking" to replace the broken water bottle in the office. after company party in Universal Studio which make my feel dehydrated so I was thinking about water bottles. By any chance Crystal told me she bought her stainless steel water bottom from Ross for $4.99, so I went to Ross and saw my favor red color only cost $5.99 for 2. The price is so cheap that I can have 1 for office use and one for carry around, so here they are now...

Cardio

2011-07-30T00:21:00.000-07:00

Approaching the last few personal training session. I think it's time to put down what I have done at this stage for future reference.

Cadio exercise:
1. cycling - lvl 10 - 0.5mil
2. ergo - lvl 6 - 75 rev forward and backward
3. rower - lvl 10 - 500m
4. skier - 500m
5. dynamic warm up
6a. medical ball - face wall, overhead drop then push and jump the ball toward the wall, 5 * 2set
6b. medical ball - face side, hold ball top and bottom, turn body only and throw ball toward the wall, 5 * 2set
6c. medical ball - face back, jump and throw ball overhead back to the wall using lower back muscle, 5 * 2set
7. rollover doll - 80ft
8a. double thick rope - double waver, 25 * 2set
8b. double thick rope - single waver, 25 * 2set
8c. double thick rope - lay down sit up wave left and right, 25 * 2set
9a. pull rope - pull toward abs - 250ft
9b. pull rope - pull and turn body left and right toward side abs - 150ft
9c. pull rope - lay down face up legs over the air pull down - 200ft
10. treadmill - incline 30, speed 2->3, 3mins

My new protein and high calories diet

2011-07-27T18:04:00.000-07:00

a lot of eating and drinking coming up...

不必說話就赢的簡報術

2011-07-24T19:36:00.000-07:00

i don't remember why bought this book, since it has been awhile already. Possible try to help myself making presentations more readable and brush up a nicer resume. End up i've learnt something more on UI design. This is not expected.
Used 7 hours to finish all 7 chapters. Not a must read book, but it helps a little bit...

Muscle building - week 7

2011-07-20T23:56:00.000-07:00

exercise change so fast this week, my weight reach 144lbs. Starting this week homework also focus on upper body, obviously seeing my arms are getting bigger.

Week 7 - upper focus exercise/homework:
- Jump Rope 5 mins
- Dynamic warmup
- Free muscle chest press - 35lbs * 8 * 4set
- Free muscle chest incline - 35lbs * 8 * 4set
- Free muscle chest Iso - 35lbs * 8 * 4set
- Tricep Ext. - 5 * 3set
- Dips - 10 * 3set
- Rower - 1000m

I was suggested to take supplement before and after exercise, shall i spend another $100 for these?

Muscle building - week 6

2011-07-16T23:49:00.000-07:00

exercise hadn't change since this week, my weight reach 143lbs. At the same time feel significant bigger muscles on the shoulder and arms. Starting this week the homework focus on upper body, since I still need a bit more training on dead lifting, but I can now benching and free weight lifting, huge improvement from the past.

Week 6 - upper focus exercise/homework:
- Jump Rope 5 mins
- Dynamic warmup
- Benching - 50lbs * 6 * 1set + 70lbs * 5 * 1set + 80lbs * 5 * 5set
- Dumbbell Hammer - 10lbs * 8 * 5set
- Rower - 500m
- Shoulder Press - 50lbs * 8 * 5set
- Dips - lvl6 * 8 * 5set

Exercises are getting tough...

Muscle building - week 3

2011-06-26T21:13:00.000-07:00

Feeling great in Week 2, my weight reach historial high 140lbs. Not sure those are fat or muscle, but at least feeling more power from the back.

Week 3 exercise continues, push push push:
- Jump Rope 5 mins
- Sub Scape Slide - 8 reps - 3 sets
- Dumbbell Row - 10 reps - sets - 12lbs
- Stairmaster - 80spm - 5 mins
- Elv Pushup - 10 reps - 5 sets
- Ergo - 250 rev both direction - lvl 7 resistance

Going to weight lifting on wednesday, sounds like i'm getting there...

超強閱讀術:一個月讀五十本書的方法

2011-06-20T23:29:00.000-07:00

Clearly want to read books faster so i can clear my books bought from hong kong in all these years, but it is actually useful because the faster I can read, the more information I can go through in my lifetime. The book introduces/mentions a lot of method for speed reading the book, like 80/20, keywords searching, increase the area of read in one shot. However, I think the more book I read, the faster I can read more, this is just practice make perfect. For sure, I rather read slow for some of the literatures, just to taste their every single bit.

愛得喪盡天良

2011-06-19T18:15:00.000-07:00

i love the book from 彭浩翔, because i love his black humor. He usually defines a weird fact, deploys it into a story, magnifies it, and becomes a ridiculous story but make myself rethink how we handle our life.

Three stories in this book: One couple planned a night to lose their virgin, but an acne on the girl's face eventually broke up the couple. A dude got a message from an anonymous girl who got in trouble, so he decided to save the girl in heroical way and lost his life. Another couple decided to live together in the guy's home, because the guy doesn't want the girl to smell his poop after use, he makes all kinds of excuses and seeding the mistrust inside the girl's mind. After the girl found out the truth, she was touched and the love overcomes the poop's smell.

Muscle building - week 2

2011-06-19T17:48:00.000-07:00

Last week I was suffering with muscle sore, and it went away on my sixth day.
Starting week 2, according to person trainer, my deviation is going away. Nice, making progress.

Week 2 exercise continues, push push push:
- Jump Rope 5 mins
- Sub Scape Slide - 8 reps - 3 sets
- Dumbbell Row - 10 reps - sets - 10lbs
- Stairmaster - 70spm - 5 mins
- Elv Pushup - 10 reps - 5 sets
- Ergo - 250 rev both direction - lvl 7 resistance

come on, make every pennies worth the spending.

Muscle building - week 1

2011-06-11T15:23:00.000-07:00

Restarted exercise and joined UFC gym. Finally decided to hire personal trainer to help me build my muscle. Damn, they are expensive.
I'm a skinny guy and never gain weight even i eat a lot, the the main focus will be gaining muscle.

Week 1 exercise:
- Jump Rope 5 mins
- Sub Scape Slide - 8 reps - 3 sets
- Dumbbell Row - 10 reps - sets - 8lbs
- Stairmaster - 60spm - 5 mins
- Elv Pushup - 10 reps - 5 sets
- Ergo - 250 rev - lvl 6 resistance

Let see if miracle will happen

The Game - 把妹達人

2011-06-11T14:01:00.000-07:00

The title of this game was really getting my attention, since i'm truly guy who just play with the computer and got difficulty speaking with gals. Hopefully get some improvement from this book. Instead of teaching you how to pick up a gal, author actually wrote a story telling book on how to become a PUA(Pick-up artist), joining the PUA community, addicted to it, get himself lost, and became a pick-up robot. Once he found out the problem, he went back to find a real job, and found his loved girlfriend with his real self. The community collapsed at the end with all the PUAs found out they all addicted to it and lost themselves.

The PUA addiction is just like we play so much online game that we lost our job and life. Pick-up skills might be necessary, but we should not over rely on the skill. Only the true heart will help to get the one we really love.

讀完了

2011-05-20T14:13:00.001-07:00

用左近兩年既時間終於將個master讀完啦, 回望自己, 原來自己正一步一步將夢想慢慢實現. (請看此post) 下個係買屋嗎?

畢業後, 要做好多開心既事, 彌補我讀書期間無去抓緊既快樂...

Investment Summary 2010

2011-01-04T21:00:00.000-08:00

Here goes 2010. many ups and downs this year, just like roller coaster. Really challenge my patient. At the end of the end, my portfolio drop from +19% in 2009 to +13% in 2010, and total invested increase is only 7k.
With HBC, GE, MFC and WFC, I added AIA, JNJ, and KFT. just pull down more the ratio of HBC to 70%. Once again, I see myself putting most of the investment on financial sector, so I'm planning to add KO into my portfolio if there is a chance and look for other stock which gives decent dividend, should add more later. Stock market seems to going up for 2011, big drop may not happen in anytime, may be I will just hold the cash and wait in 2011.

Plan on basic emergency fund is just a fail in 2010, so I setup direct deposit to force myself putting money on it. Annual budget become even tighter. I only have $300 wreckless spending for 2011. I'm not sure if this is good, but it will be a tough year for me. Car payment still have 15 months to go. I think Roth IRA should be unrealistic in 2011. Totally feeling there is no way for me to turn around this year.

Holding my breath to rush through 2011.

根已抽

2010-06-16T18:36:00.000-07:00

你就像香煙裡面的焦油，吸左入肺，就永遠殘留在我體內...

很久不見

2010-01-24T21:09:00.000-08:00

taken after a week long storm, i haven't seen sunset for a long long time, love the sky...

new vision

2010-01-06T18:35:00.000-08:00

so light, so expensive, i'm paying more for less...
fell in love with it when i put it on, looked at the price tag, shiiiiiiittttt....

plus encouragement of GOOD friends, i went back next day and paid the money. my wallet is as light as the glasses now...

please, don't make me becoming brands' slave...

new pens

2010-01-04T22:37:00.000-08:00

setup a hk drama system for mom, get rid of the wiring seems to be a must. using my retired pc as prototype, with the new wireless keyboard and mouse, outcome is not bad at all. I can now watch other videos on living room, too.

final goal is to have a mac mini, supporting 16:9 screen and able to go online. slowly upgrading...

Investment Summary 2009

2009-12-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

It has been a dramatic year, my portfolio raise from -21% in 2008 to 19% in 2009.
Besides HBC, I added GE, MFC and WFC, just want to pull down more the ratio of HBC to about 30-40%(currently 86%). In addition, I see myself putting most of the investment on financial sector, therefore I put JNJ and KFT into my watch list, should add more later.

Other than stock, I think I should consider widen my basic emergency fund. Budget is reducing due to the rise of my monthly spending(i love my new toy) and family pressure. Also want to add Roth IRA into my low risk investment. Half of my annual budget will probably gone for them.

How can I live good and not spending seems to become my biggest practice and concern in 2010. Cheers

變幻原是永恆

2009-12-30T07:45:00.000-08:00

don't tell me about religions or god, the only eternity is change...

I will happy to see things around change to good side, cry out loud when change to bad side, and that's just life, it's moving forward...

but i'm sure i don't feel comfortable about rapid changes now, love you all...

Wants or Needs???

2009-09-27T00:02:00.000-07:00

STEVE JOBS AT HOME IN 1982 — “This was a very typical time. I was single. All you needed was a cup of tea, a light, and your stereo, you know, and that’s what I had.” —Steve Jobs
Copy from Diana Walker: The Bigger Picture

I'm single, maybe all I need is really just a cup of tea, a light and my computer(come on!! it's 2009 now). I admit that I'm a minimalist, so maybe one day I invite you to my house warming party and you only see these 3 things. But who will come to my house warming party anyway??? I don't have friends.

玻璃樽內的可樂

2009-09-18T23:52:00.000-07:00

可樂一直被玻璃樽蓋封著
隔著厚厚的玻璃, 可樂一直不能看清外面的世界
面貼著玻璃往外望, 矇矓中什麼也看不見, 可樂只感覺到從玻璃傳過來的冰冷

婉君將可樂樽從雪櫃中取出,拿給在後園剛完成加建工程的家明
家明: 謝謝, 有了造好的這個小涼亭, 我們以後可以飯後坐在這乘涼了
家明將樽蓋打開, 可樂從細小樽口, 看見了天空
可樂: 噢, 天空真美, 外面的世界一定很漂亮
可樂快樂地感受著太陽一刻的溫暖, 便被家明咕嚕咕嚕的喝進肚裡

家明: errrrrr....真爽
家明嘔出一大團胃氣, 是汽水的副作用
還冰冷的玻璃樽望著家明呼出的口氣, 彷彿看著可樂的靈魂, 飛向溫暖的太陽, 最後在大氣中慢慢消失...

月供股票 - 2009.08

2009-08-31T00:55:00.000-07:00

匯豐8月買入價$82.76, 平均買入價變成$68.38, 匯豐好野...

美股方面,繼續買ge同mfc,都只係少量既貨,因為要顧及未來幾個月既開支...
九月同十月通常係股災月, 到時真係跌到心目中既價位,我相信我會落多注...

back to school 2009

2009-08-22T18:58:00.000-07:00

Admitted by cal state fullerton for master degree of software engineering. I went to their orientation today.

Since it's a online program, people started forming team today, as we won't meet each other until next year. Our team members now has 5 people, 4 gals and 1 guy, i really feel like i'm back to the old days now...

我的心又驚,我的心又喜...school start on 8/24, let see how i can handle...

藍海策略

2009-08-18T18:32:00.000-07:00

very interesting book. It defines a competitive market as bloody red ocean, which enterprises are fighting market share by low price strategy on their identical products. Company which wins in the red ocean has to pay heavy price such as company development. So, enterprise shall develops their new market where there is no competitor yet. There are lots of example on how enterprise can create their own blue ocean and secure its market through blue ocean strategy. One of the well known example is Nitendo wii...

I know I did a suck review, but for poeple who work on marketing field, this is a highly recommended book.

I'm a software engineer guy, why am i reading it....haha...

毓民議壇搞事錄

2009-08-16T22:15:00.000-07:00

社民連主席黃毓民黎LA開talk, 我點能夠唔去...

今次想去當然因為有明星效應,而且想update下香港現時既政治情況.
毓民show中講左好多成立社民連既理念同未來發展, 令我對香港政治留下一絲希望, 能夠好似社民連三子咁真心為民眾爭取公義既政客,到底有幾多個呢. 請用知識,經驗,良知教好我地未來社會既棟樑, 我就唔想見到我既下一代只會忍氣吞聲,逆來順受,只顧及自己,終日行街唱k打psp,係鏡頭前閃閃縮縮,唔能夠光明正大既人...

難得既合照...

new ride

2009-08-15T21:28:00.000-07:00

also struggled within prius, insight, but can't beat its cuteness.
Driving with the top down, let the wind blow on my head, be able to park anywhere, always carry a smile, how can i not love it...

bad mood

2009-08-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

i start losing interest on religion studies...

do i need religion anyway? for social purpose? maybe...

facing the sunset...

2009-07-31T18:08:00.000-07:00

7月完結,好似無乜開心事發生過, 唔開心既就接腫而來, 可能工作太多,總係令自己心情煩燥...
多謝朋友陪我影無聊日落...

月供股票 - 2009.07

2009-07-31T17:42:00.000-07:00

匯豐7月買入價$61.38, 平均買入價變成$67.73, 終於上水啦...

美股方面,自己意志力不足,經常抱著會跌既心態, 令自己一啲都買唔到,十分羞愧...
投資組合已經變成正數, 7月既升幅令整體上升15%, 快得有啲令自己不敢相信, 基本因數不是沒有變嗎???

birth of new life

2009-06-21T19:28:00.000-07:00

didn't really notice my house back door, until the baby birds born and make fair amount of noise when they are hungry...i guess i worked too much, did notice any little thing happen around myself.

love you all...

月供股票 - 2009.06

2009-06-15T18:19:00.000-07:00

匯豐6月買入價$67.80, 平均買入價變成$68.15.

升浪令自己既投資與成本貼近, 但浪尾跟隨其後, 或會係較月尾時間入一d其他貨平衡風險...

Update: 6-22-09
趁著大市回落, 就的起心肝買入左共不超過$500既 GE 同 MFC, 小小地一注, 開始美股月供之路...

狂賀- 回復自由身

2009-06-12T18:29:00.000-07:00

係2月經計算後, 發現如果將自身債務還清後先再投資, 會比兩樣同時進行虧損得更少, 再加上當時對股市既下跌變得有點驚慌, 投下既金錢未必係短時間上水, 所以就放棄於3月股市底部買貨, 轉向先還清債務...

事實證明我既睇法錯左,股市係3月底部反彈33%-50%, 自己本來想入既貨反彈更高達100%-250%. 只能心嘆自己技不如人, 未能係大家都慌亂期間冷靜面對...回正題, 債務本身就只有student loan, 餘額大概仲有70%,想將還款末期推至10月, 好等自己不至太窮, 但當餘額大概仲有40%時, 心諗就只有這麼一點點, 窮兩三個月不要緊吧, 就咁就還清晒...

自由身還真感覺良好...

毋忘六四

2009-06-04T19:14:00.000-07:00

joined june 4th match and candle night...although it has been 20 years, my memory is still fresh.

Met 程真 in the event, she told us a lot of detail about the cause and what happened that night. it reinforces me to go for the match and candle night every year, until the gov admit their crime.

also met a girl who did filming on that day, what a stunting cut. click this link...Thank you Hydie.

月供股票 - 2009.05

2009-05-15T12:42:00.000-07:00

匯豐買入$66.48, 加上08年第四季以股代息後, 平均買入價變成$68.17.

已經十分貼近現價, 好快就返到家鄉啦...

人性的弱點

2009-05-07T15:33:00.000-07:00

好睇...
人性的弱點 - chinese version of "How to Win Friends and Influence People"...
From the chinese name, this book seems like trying to tell people where are the human weak points, so you can take advantage of it. But this book mainly talks about how to easier get people attention, make friends, and strategy to handle different kinds of person.

I wish I can read this book earlier, it shows a lot of examples on how we should handle people in different kind of situations, and I found out I made a lot of mistakes on last 27 years. After reading it, hope I can apply its theories on myself and really make use of it.

san deigo tour

2009-04-25T11:47:00.000-07:00

Went to san deigo with church small group. Since we were taking tourist bus to san deigo, I expected not to have much time for me to take photos, so i only bring my DC f100fd with me...

Turns out the color and its 12MP are pretty good. The color is so rich, and 12MP is really good for chopping. DC is good enough, when people have a little skills. Carrying big dslr and run around may just turn a relaxing trip become torture.

Sweet talk with pastor wat after dinner. he is the most aggressive pastor i have met so far...haha...

月供股票 - 2009.04

2009-04-17T15:23:00.000-07:00

匯豐買入$54.48, 加上供股後, 平均買入價變成$69.05.

因為匯豐比重會太大, 大概只會買到12月, 1月...

個市真係跌完???

am i...one of those???

2009-03-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

copy from appledaily

謎面是：香港特色，猜一字。

好，現在開始「U猜─競估時段」，歡迎落盤，有殺冇賠，猜輸唔准喊。

好，夠鐘，time's up，brains down，別問我：「咁快?! 你玩晒啦！」係呀，我還在操控賽果o忝，我睇新聞學的，小朋友學東西很快的呀，尤其是超齡的小朋友，如我。

謎底是：濫，一字記之曰。濫者，over也、過份也。

不是寫濫吃濫用濫取濫造濫填海等常見現象，不是講濫吏贓官或者我們偉大的特區政府之各種濫笨濫鈍濫孝順爺爺等更常見現象，是想集中談談目下全港（甚至全球）的濫─ ─「濫拍」。

濫拍，拍照的拍，因為數碼化，不必怕浪費菲林，不必怕難於儲存，於是不必負責任。有事無端，死拍爛拍，雞毛蒜皮頭髮尾，芝麻綠豆螞蟻手，狗shxt垃圾影一餐。現世代人手一機甚至兩機，隨身相機加手機，手機又連相機，就手順手，死影爛影。

吃飯，一碟餸來，咪住！影張相先。誰都不准動不許吃，相機先吃！有時還要等一桌餸到齊，拍張全「菜」福琳瑯滿目才准吃，凍晒啦！別告訴我你沒有碰過這些「拍照強迫症」，由平民食店到頂級食肆，濫拍族無處不在，名副其影相多過食飯。不必是米芝蓮級才貌雙全性感撩人菜，千人一面油菜、例湯例水叉燒包、炸魚套餐A一律照單濫拍。拍照拍照拍照，餐餐飯都拍樣樣餸都拍，有拍錯冇放過。上上天下的blog和facebook，相片萬佛朝宗。

好吃點嗎？思覺失調嗎？不影相不知自己吃過什麼嗎？

濫拍成災，太無聊瑣碎，拍照被貶謫縮寫成不值一文不值一哂不值一眨的行為，於是相中的影像之重要性和價值也一落千丈。不必認真，隨便影隨便放隨便傳，放上網/電腦/手機隨便展覽埋嚟睇埋嚟揀，近乎神經質。生活相、家庭照、玉照、艷照、淫照、裸照發給人濫發唔使本，拍的輕率放的輕率，全人類集體輕率，亂七八奏影像噪音。照片的最小紀念意義都流水落花春去也。珍惜？唔識。

旅行，哇，唔影相仲成世界嘅。不拍照就沒去過旅行，拍照是旅遊的指定動作，唔做就死，做得不夠多就蝕，彷彿不夠戰利品、不夠到此一遊的證據。幾多人，全程去到那裏，眼睛都放在鏡頭後，拍照拍到忘了亞媽是誰，我懷疑他們有沒有第一身感受過相機viewfinder丁方畫面外風吹過睫毛、花香曳過鼻端的時刻，有沒有「親眼」看過那些人情風光。

人們過度倚賴相機來看世界，濫拍而得為影而影的多不勝看影像，有幾多逃得過爛在冷宮過後無人問津的荒涼命運。

Susan Sontag 在《On Photography》說攝影 "is mainly a social rite, a defense against anxiety and a tool of power" 和 "a way of certifying experience"，又說去旅行拚命拍照，是工作後遺症令都市人在旅遊時一樣有「做咗嘢」和「有交代」的安全感。蒼涼過百年孤樹的人性悲哀。

相片，斷裂的影像在肢解現實的面貌，已經太瑣碎太言不及義，是生活真證據，也是生活假證供。

安全感夠多，就不必活過的情如物證，我寧可把生命時刻在腦中曝光，在心中沖印，在記憶硬盤永久貯存，有體溫有生命的，把它常保新鮮。別讓事情過了，記憶就涼。

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maybe next time i will put down the camera and just enjoy everything that given...

portfolio update

2009-03-14T16:36:00.000-07:00

added tax and fee into account, calculated everything in USD, took me 3 hours to complete...

now the gain and loss can clearly stated, what's next?

月供股票 - 2009.03

2009-03-13T16:47:00.000-07:00

買入$40.39, 平均買入價變成$88.10, 匯豐$28供股, 仲要12供5, 唔多唔少打亂左我既計劃.

已經决定左供, 但係就會搵機會停左月供佢, 因為匯豐比重會太大...

為分散風險, 已經物色左幾間穩健既公司, 係dow再跌破7000後侍機買入并以月供方式增持...

月供股票 - 2009.02

2009-02-13T16:40:00.000-08:00

買入$59.90, 平均買入價變成$100.19, 少少心寒...

snapping around

2009-01-22T21:20:00.001-08:00

初戀 + 絕症

2009-01-17T20:56:00.000-08:00

2006年出既戲, 依家先有機會睇...

感覺YUI好有Avril Lavigne既味道, 多少少平凡, 少啲啲punk, 鍾意佢用力唱歌個樣, 開始喜歡她的歌了...

月供股票 - 2009.01

2009-01-15T13:57:00.000-08:00

買入$74.81, 加少少以股代息, 平均買入價變成$106.34, 發揮compound interest既威力吧...

meeting the master again

2009-01-08T14:07:00.000-08:00

first time using reala 100, and catching the hk night scene. light and shadow, I still have a lot to learn. Thanks tony.

meet the photographer buddy

2009-01-03T14:01:00.000-08:00

love these people so much, always been helpful and informative, really helps me a lot on the knowledge of photography. we can talk and play about it all night long, thank you.

2008 financial summary

2008-12-31T16:18:00.000-08:00

除月供股票除, 重買過少少人民幣, 令今年成績表無咁難睇...

現金: 48%, 股票: 52%, 錄得21%虧損...

back to hk 08 - 2

2008-12-31T16:12:00.000-08:00

went to cheung chau in the morning new year eve.

i had my best egg tart ever over there, also learn some knowledge about cooking. cheung chau is such nice place to live, people are much nicer compare those who live in city. Hope we can meet again sooner.

back to hk 08 - 1

2008-12-30T16:03:00.000-08:00

went back to hk 2 weeks for family & friends visit...

fun the take photos with all ex ob coworker. magic hour is still not something i can handle well, practice practice practice, learn a bit of flash rebound...

club-kelly farewell

2008-12-20T15:22:00.000-08:00

sweet gal is going back to hk...

great food from preparer, as i don't usually have interest on food, this is an exception. always fun to play with these guys, although i didn't know kelly for long, and get to know more about her on farewell. I hope she can do well in hk, and come back visiting our group of monkeys.

眼紅

2008-12-17T15:44:00.000-08:00

最近眼睛經常好早就要休息, 重布滿紅根, 心想近來工作真的令我身心疲倦...

看著小孩子的眼睛, 精靈又發光, 充滿無限既未來. 照著鏡子, 自己卻雙眼無神, 紅根布滿, 我唔想自己既小朋友都變成咁...

努力吧...守護我們的孩子...

月供股票 - 12月

2008-12-15T15:31:00.000-08:00

每個月都以比上月更低既價錢月供, 今個月係$86.79.

我說不怕就一定是騙你的, 但止要keep著正現金流入, 月供還會繼續. 因為我相信海嘯結束後, 會瘋會係最早企返起身既一個...

Handel's Messiah Concert

2008-12-14T15:13:00.000-08:00

helping church to take some pictures for this concert...

seriously, i didn't really listen to the concert. if I did, i don't think i can have any pictures to hand in. it is always nice to be an audience watching.

there was no doubt on the song singing, however, i feel something missing through the photos, no freaking nice dress? o-mouth face around? or lack of facial expression? I have no idea.

FECA christmas party

2008-12-13T14:48:00.000-08:00

exercise on camera & flash 2 metering systems...detail object and slightly bright background to reduce hall effect on the photos.

http://nikonclspracticalguide.blogspot.com/2008/01/nikon-flash-two-separate-metering.html

so far i think this is the only church which can make me stay, warm and nice people, full of encouragement. I don't feel discomfort on helping these guys and really enjoying, however, different on believes sometimes make me feel we are in different group. Is it my job nature making me don't give trust on everything?

lifes goes on...

戊子年群星拱照抵抗金融海潚棕櫚泉感恩屬靈登高之旅

2008-11-29T14:41:00.000-08:00

Indeed a really nice experience on snow photographing, and making friends...
f100fd was really over my expectation, interchange between d80 makes my trip much more easier...

下雨天

2008-11-25T16:58:00.000-08:00

下雨天, 總伴著堵車...

唯有搵三奶出黎消消悶氣...

立妾

2008-11-24T17:16:00.000-08:00

大婆一出場, 未見過佢既人都會被佢既氣勢震懾, 避而遠之...
帶二奶出黎見下世面, 每次佢總係要扭扭擰擰...
所以我帶左三奶返屋企, 以滿足我突如其來既慾望...

第一晚已經被我操到無力, haha...聽日再玩過...

被炸

2008-11-22T16:28:00.000-08:00

教會朋友結婚, 自己唔係攝者團隊中, 可以舒舒服服咁食翅, 閑時影兩張, 一切隨心...

恭喜依對可愛既新人, 祝你地白頭到老, 永結同心, 連生貴子...

LA Auto Show

2008-11-21T16:45:00.000-08:00

發奮一下, 星期五晚上就可以去睇車(女model)...

車係有, model圖欠奉...金融海嘯嗎...

覺得自己好神經刀, 另外自己同model既interaction要多加努力...

日出

2008-11-15T16:21:00.000-08:00

慣左早起, 天未光, 就攀上屋頂, 影下日出...

月供股票 - 11月

2008-11-14T17:37:00.000-08:00

會瘋買入價又跌至87.10新低, 跌到自己都有啲驚...
平均買入價跌至117.65, 賬面損入達30%. 數字上我已經跑嬴大市...

數字遊戲而已...

tuesday with morrie

2008-11-08T23:08:00.000-08:00

This is not a long ass book, but took me 9 months to read, what a shame on me.

A story about a dying professor gives his last lesson to his favorite student(the writer i guess). Student visits his professor every tuesday to study about life. Meaningful and easy to read, better than reading bible proverbs.

係香港仲會係搭車既時候睇下書, 依家番到LA連車都要自己揸, 睇書時間幾乎係零, 所以依家開始左閱讀計劃, 每晚睏前睇下書, 等自己唔洗時時刻刻對著部腦, 學下其他野, 同為自己睇過既書做下記錄...

voting reason

2008-11-03T22:14:00.000-08:00

there has been a lot of voice on california proposition 8 recently:

here is the info from wikipedia: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_Proposition_8_(2008)

Proposition 8 is an initiative state constitutional amendment on the 2008 California General Election ballot, titled Eliminates Right of Same-Sex Couples to Marry. If passed, the proposition would "change the California Constitution to eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry in California." A new section would be added stating "only marriage between a man and a woman is valid or recognized in California."
The measure was originally submitted for the ballot by petitioners with the title "California Marriage Protection Act." The title and summary were revised by Attorney General Jerry Brown to more "accurately reflect the measure." The Superior Court of California ruled in favor of these changes, stating, "The title and summary is not false or misleading because it states that Proposition 8 would 'eliminate the right of same-sex couples to marry' in California. The California Supreme Court unequivocally held that same-sex couples have a constitutional right to marry under the California Constitution."

of cause there are also alot of discuss within peers:

t: why people are so against same sex marriage?
k: imagine q and her sis licking each other...
t: diu!
t: i can't stop laughing...

express yourself, vote on 11/4/2008...

月供股票 - 10月

2008-10-15T14:10:00.000-07:00

今個月用左5月開始月供計劃以黎最低既買入價$109.66. 最終成本價被大幅拉低, 加上中期既dividend以股代息, 成本降至$123.87.

帳面既虧損正慢慢變大, 但眼見自己既401k比自己既表現更差, 自己既表現算係唔錯. 10月係傳統股災月, 但無論市況如何, 能夠調整心態先最重要, 因為自己對所投資既公司有信心, 就唔會唔理蝕幾多都賣出去. 其次就係要保著份工, 因為有工做先有現金流繼續投資.

依家已經計劃係下年1月開始投資美股, 因為唔需要成日麻煩身邊既人. 但最擔心既係要預備一筆錢下年買車, 到時支出變大得唔可能投資, 都係要好好計劃一下將來一年要點郁啲錢...

失落

2008-09-19T13:42:00.000-07:00

心情欠佳, 放工唔想塞著車返屋企, 就走遠路上118遊車河...

看見依座野, 不禁攞起相機影...

最靚既景竟然要係freeway入口先可以影到, 可恨既modernization.

用智慧妝扮自己

2008-09-17T12:32:00.000-07:00

轉自葉青霖個blog: http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/alain-yip/article?mid=6952

曾經聽過一位女作家的訪問：「我們認為的弱點，也許將來是我們的優點。像我的長相很平凡，曾經有一段時間，我很自卑，每次跟班上女同學和別班的男同學出去玩，比較漂亮的女同學一回來就可以收到好多追求者的情書、電話，而我始終被冷落在一旁，沒有男孩子多看我一眼，更別說和我約會了。
我經常覺得孤單，只好在書裡面尋找安慰。不知不覺，我讀了很多的書，更沒想到我竟然成了一個作家。而有一位漂亮的同學，從來就不缺男孩子的追求，可是後來聽說她被人騙了，還不幸成了妓女……」。
在這樣一個物質豐盈的年代，我們會羡慕別人長得漂亮、英俊，會羡慕別人出生在富裕人家，會羡慕別人擁有名利和權位。覺得自己渺小，覺得自己是隻醜小鴨，幻想著自己能一夜之間變成富有、而且美麗的天鵝。
於是我們拚命賺錢之後，想讓自己變得漂亮一點、瘦一點，於是把大把大把的鈔票和時間，無怨無悔地奉獻給瘦身美容公司。我們學會了用各種外在條件，來虛張自己貧乏的內在聲勢。
我們不會羡慕寫得一手好詩，但沒有錢財的詩人；我們不會羡慕一個充滿愛心，卻穿著簡單的社工人員；我們不會羡慕一個懷有理想，卻一貧如洗的政治人物；我們也許會欽佩他們，卻不會想步上他們的後塵。
我們佩服那些有操守、有愛心、有美德的人，但還是渴望成為美麗、多金、有名的人。至於有沒有智慧學問？卻不是最重要的。
這位女作家讓我想起了好多了不起的人物，他們有著很大的先天弱點，後來反而因為這些弱點，迫使他們認真地思考生命，然後來個大逆轉，弱點成了他們的動力，反敗為勝。
拍電影「美麗人生」而得獎的義大利導演貝里尼，在奧斯卡頒獎典禮上致詞：「我要感謝我的父母，因為他們給了我一個貧窮的童年。」
我被他的話深深感動。是啊！我們會感謝別人幫助我們成功，感謝老天爺讓我們抽中彩券，卻不會感謝上天給我們困境。
像這樣的證據，到處都有。那位女作家若不是握了一張不怎麼好的牌，她不會那麼努力去讀書，充實自己；她若是生了一副美麗的臉龐，約會都來不及了，哪有時間去之乎者也？
當然，不是每個不漂亮的人都會用功充實自己，而每個美女都沒腦袋；還是要看有沒有機會想通這一層，能用智慧來妝扮自己。
握有好牌的人，不一定是永遠的贏家；
拿到爛牌的人，往往可以反敗為勝。

真的為我要行既道路打左支強心針...

月供股票 - 9月

2008-09-15T12:03:00.000-07:00

每次買入價都比成本價低, 令成本慢慢下降.
今次以成本$124.03買入, 會瘋股價仲企得好硬, 令跌市中我仲可以好安心...

雷曼玩完, AIG又廢左武功, 相信大家信心大減, what's next...

酸

2008-08-25T20:38:00.000-07:00

家明同婉君是青梅竹馬, 關係親得外人看見以為是夫妻.
家明風流倜儻, 到處留情. 婉君卻深深暗戀著家明, 大小事都為他打算...

一日, 家明又與婉君逛街既時候, 在街上搭訕漂亮女子,

每次家明看見婉君板著口面的時侯, 都會面露歉意, 討回婉君歡笑, 婉君亦很易心軟, 原諒家明.
但實在太多次了, 婉君今次真的發怒, 雖然這次家明多番道歉, 但她沒有像從前般原諒家明, 反而眼淚汪汪, 向家明質問.

婉君: 你到底當我是你甚麼人, 只是朋友嗎? 我好喜歡你啊...

家明被這突然的一句話嚇得不知所措, 只好以笑摭醜,
家明: 嘻嘻, 我是沒有腳的小鳥, 喜歡上我沒有好結果啦...
婉君: 蠢材...

婉君哭著跑出馬路, 一心只是想離開這地方...
但是她未看見一輛貨車, 正用足以令她粉身碎骨的速度迎面而來, 當她發現的時候, 已經太遲了.
快要撞到的時候, 忽然有人用力將她推開, 令她幸免於難.
婉君回望, 見那人敞在血泊之中, 那人正是家明, 他為婉君擋下了貨車.

婉君瘋了般跑到家明身邊, 抱起他的頭, 看見家明口正吐著血, 她更崩潰般對家明嚷著對不起.
意識糢糊的家明醒來, 對著婉君用盡力說出最後一句.

家明: 對不起, 其實...我也...愛你...

一句"愛你"後, 陰陽相隔...

到此一遊

2008-08-23T11:22:00.000-07:00

Went to getty center because bro wants extra credit for his class, therefore, I went with him to do some practice...

beach party

2008-08-16T11:09:00.000-07:00

Holga 135, fujifilm superia 400

Huntington beach

仲未捉摸到...有待一番研究...

月供股票 - 8月

2008-08-15T20:34:00.000-07:00

會瘋買入價$128.43, 平均買入價變成$128.51, 少蝕...

What is your dream...

2008-08-03T17:39:00.000-07:00

Received a youtube link not long ago, it's about Randy Pausch's Last Lecture: Achieving Your Childhood Dreams.

Haven't thought of dreams for quite awhile, a word "Dream" was probably out of my mind since I graduated. I believe I have been working for money since that time. When I thought of dreams, i can't even feed myself and my family was first thing that comes into my mind, why talks about dreams. Feels like dreams will most likely being swept by reality.

Reaching dream is hard, enabling other's dream is even harder. Prof. Pausch really showed me some light for the way.

Thank you Prof. Pausch, and RIP...

jury duty

2008-07-24T18:06:00.000-07:00

Became a US citizen, I was summoned for jury service today.Certainly not fun, I have to put down my work and go to the craziest place in Los Angeles - downtown, absolutely no good feeling about it, and thus, my company only give me 3 days paid leave for jury duty, I already have something decided in my mind.

Lunch time, there is no food court in the court house, instead I have to talk 10 mins to reach the closest food court near court house. Therefore I walk of the court house, I saw a group of african american standing outside the entrance, they were contesting something. I was hungry so I just walk pass through them and tried to ignore them, then one of them yelled at me.

AA: hey! kid...
tc: (Kid???)
AA: it's fxxked up man, it's just fxxk up...
tc: (you think i'm a kid and you talked to me like this?)
AA: (shout) NO CRIMINAL, NO JUSTICE...
tc(walk even faster): (wtf are you talking about)...

back from lunch, used side door to keep away from being flirted. A small nap in the hallway to avoid myself falling asleep in the court. At the end, the judge didn't pick me and i thought i was free to go. I must sit in another jury room to wait until they call for the day, suck...

on the way home, i was lost in downtown by making a wrong turn, as usual and expected.

food bang

2008-07-19T18:30:00.000-07:00

Served at L.A. Regional Food Bank, WE really showed the power of united people.
Always feel great after serving the communities, not because we were having fun when serving, but we are doing something which can make other people smile, showing care on people who got cared less. What else can exchange a smile???

月供股票 - 7月

2008-07-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

會瘋買入價$118.55, 平均買入價跌至$128.53...hoho
unexpected cash dividend, almost able to get 1 share...will see what happen 3 months later...

July 4th retreat

2008-07-04T19:06:00.000-07:00

My happiest, enjoyable and fulfilled Independence day ever...Thank you!!!

Letter from Malawi

2008-06-25T19:17:00.000-07:00

Manuel is a 7-year-old child from Malawi, I'm currently funding him through worldvision.

I just got a letter from him, although it's not written by him. I feel happy about it, glad to see him grow up. I wish he can study, and study well. I hope one day I can get a letter which is written by him, what kind of pencils and books should I send him?

月供股票

2008-06-16T17:25:00.000-07:00

上個月開始月供會瘋, 今個月係第二期, 連所有費用買入價係126.41, 比上個月買入價135.37要低. 令買入成本減低至132.25, 成本平均法開始生效啦...

一家團聚

2008-06-12T17:08:00.000-07:00

爸爸黎左LA兩星期, 做仔既點可以唔陪佢, 對上一次一家團聚已經係兩年幾前既事...

難得既一張全家幅, 下次再影又要等到幾時. 在香港一人生活既爸爸, 總是令人擔心, 你能過黎LA依邊, 譲我幫你分擔一點嗎???

不想記起，未敢忘記

2008-06-04T18:56:00.000-07:00

我們也是愛國的...

I'm David Cook

2008-05-31T12:01:00.001-07:00

wuff...wuff!!! It's here...

Bought this from Amazon, $59.99 - $20.00 giftcard = $39.99....wohoho
Really great deal, thanks for bro's giftcard...

I'm David Cook now....haha

初試正片

2008-05-28T19:42:00.000-07:00

係Yosemite影既digital相大致完成, 剩下就係要曬左筒velvia 100F, 曬正片自己未試過曬, 以為度度一樣, 點知正負片沖曬係有分別既, 兩種菲林用唔同既chemical去沖, 負片用C-41, 正片用E-6, 市面上大多的都係沖負片既舖頭, 正片通常要到photo lab沖, 但walmart有得代辨. 之前以經知道可以玩正片負沖, 但係第一次沖正片, 重要係旅行相, 都係正正經經沖好佢交貨...

用菲林既樂趣之一, 可能係試下唔同曬相舖, 因為淨係搵photo lab都搵左我一日, 最後搵左間近CSUN既去曬, E-6加scan片, 埋單$25, 好和味, 心諗筒菲林$6, 加埋揸車去既油錢, $36走唔甩, 真係去到一張相$1, 他媽的真貴啊, 心諗不如自己買個film scanner返黎慢慢scan可能重平...無論點都好, 星期五就可以攞, 十分期待...

Yosemite national park

2008-05-24T18:28:00.000-07:00

I had planned to go Yosemite National Park for awhile, luckily roseate was raising the flag a day to gather people to come. About a month of planning and wrestling, we decided to go on memorial day weekend.

Whole trip was quite screwed by the rain. On our first day, we did not know we have to drive so far (2 hours from park entrance, it was 4:30pm)to reach visitor center until we got the map of the park, so we just pool over our van and hi-bye our mother nature. Therefore, we drove back to town and went to watch movie "narnia 2". End if day 1. Day 2 wasn't so good neither, we said hi to waterfalls, enjoy the spectacular view of mirror lake with the rain =.=, barbecue under the shower, and said bye with the park before sunset, everyone was tired because of the constant shower, End of day 2. Day 3, breakfast in macdonald, and end our yosemite trip....

熱情的沙漠

2008-05-18T22:49:00.000-07:00

成個weekend氣溫有38-40度, 成個人有溶緊既感覺, 依度真係一個沙漠...

星期五請左半日假參加綿既畢業禮, 又多一個master friend, 叫到自己還要加把勁. usc都唔一個自己太鐘意既地方, 再加上熱到飛起, 舉起相機既衝動自然欠奉, 都係俾人影下相, 自己玩下DS好過. 太陽照正頭蓋骨, 係無反光板情況下(wishlist items + 1), 只有用閃燈補補光, -1.3ev個人先無咁爆, 但係人面因為閃燈變得唔自然, 原因何在, 點先解決到似個問題, 研究研究. 暫時只能交行貨...

星期六, 到左pasadena既lacy park影眾人既畢業相, 環境唔錯, 陽光充足, 靚草靚樹, 活潑model, 獨欠cpl(wishlist item + 1). 有番d風同樹蔭, 影得無咁辛苦, 興致就番黎, hehehaha左一個下午, 老土既沙龍照, 睇到自己都忍唔著笑...

朋友分隔多地, 一切還好嗎?
難得相聚, 下次再見又是何時?
發生任何事, 我都會在遠方支持...

奉公守法

2008-05-15T00:39:00.000-07:00

電話響起...
婉君拎起電話, 係友人A搵家明.

婉君: 友人A搵你...
家明: 你幫我聽著先啦...
婉君: 點解?
家明: 揸車傾電話犯法嫁...
婉君同友人A講: ...佢依家揸緊車傾唔到電話喎...
友人A: 你地去緊邊?
婉君: 係屋企hae...
友人A: 係屋企? 唔係揸緊車咩?
婉君: Mario Kart...要join嗎?
友人A: ...

one step into full film

2008-05-10T22:50:00.000-07:00

繼12月買左支180/2.8後, 4月又係ebay bid左部FM2n, 全手動機械機, no battery required...

人地問我依家已經係數碼時代, 點解重要走番轉頭用菲林機??? 我相信菲林同數碼係可以并存既, 兩者不可取締. 數碼相機有既係方便快捷, 可以有take two, 但係對於我黎講, 就總係缺少左份活生生既感覺, 係依方面菲林就俾到我, 可能因為d相可以揸上手既關係卦. 每次用部D80影完, 睇過就算, 重來唔會曬出黎. 依家用菲林, 影完無得review, 影完一筒菲林後都已經唔記得自己影過d乜, 攞去曬完, 拆開袋相既緊張心情, 揸著副相既實在感, 唔知自己影過d乜既果種驚喜, 與家人/朋友揸著疊相慢慢睇, 一齊傻笑, 張相片一張張放入相簿既滿足, 依d都係數碼機俾唔到既...

FM2, I love you...

月供股票

2008-05-09T23:42:00.000-07:00

今日終於為實踐自己投資計畫踏出第一步 - 月供股票.

月供投資計劃，讓您以每月供款方式建立投資組合；更可藉定額投資，享受較低平均購入價，兼享股市上升帶來的潛在增值。
特點

* 投資不需巨款
每月只需供款1,000元，即可購買指定的上市股票及基金。
* 減低市場波動的影響
透過「成本平均法」，您可以貼近投資期內的平均價購入心水股票，而毋須擔心市場波動。

對於我依d無乜家底, 無時間去做research, 又唔想take risk既人, 的確係一個好好既儲錢方法. 每月有一日會攞一筆你set定左既錢去買你既投資組合, 隨時加減碼, 咁就可以迫自己每個月預依筆錢去儲.

首次投資, 都係買返隻穩健d好, 自己首選會瘋, 每年連股息8%以上既回報率, 已經高過通脹, 好過放係銀行做定期, 再做埋以股代息, 股息就會有每年8%既回報率, compound interest既威力唔需要懷疑, 9年內價值就能升一倍, 再加上每月供股, 3,40年後可以想像下變成點.

因為compound interest, 出黎搵錢後用儲落既錢投資的確好重要, 今次做既係超長線投資, 就寫係度提醒自己, 唔好半途而廢, 謝絕一切炒賣, 為自己踏出第一步, 做到財務自由, 早d退休...

update一下

2008-03-02T22:44:00.000-08:00

已有一段時間停寫左xanga, 我重可唔可以繼續寫落去...

先update一下近況, 近個月黎心情總係普通至低落. 媽番左香港玩, 食飯方面就變得麻煩, 還好情況不壞.

因為個人無乜休息, 番工係freeway就到公司時, 可能睡著, 就撞車了, 人無事, 車仲行得, 算係好彩仲有d狗屎運, 只係車門同軚軨要換, 再加保險公司送上無盡既煩惱. 最唔開心既係因為撞既係細佬既車, 自己就講句對唔住都唔敢, 雖然無俾人話, 細佬更安慰自己, 但自己心裡總不是味兒...有諗過搬到近公司既地方住, 奈何財政上唔容許, 似乎無咩野我可以做既, 繼續既揸車, 繼續既將時間放係communte上...

近來身邊朋友一個一個咁番香港, 朋友好似越黎越少, 番左church一斷日子, 識到好多人, 算係一件好事. 唔知自己有冇做錯, 感覺自己好似利用左教會, 利用左神, 雖然無害無惡意, 但係感覺就係有點不對. 經常記番起Gus既一番話, 我依個自認為清醒既頭腦, 開始有d裂痕嗎? 好多rm -rf撞埋黎...

穌光一照, 開始學用ps, 卒走左d電話線同天線, 路還很長...

新年過後...

2008-01-06T22:44:00.000-08:00

不太想面對工作, 手頭上既工作一波三折, 好似未曾順利過, 係我能力太低嗎???

weekend有storm, 不停落雨, 心情并無變差, 只係多左份擔心:
1) 細佬車條士啤呔換左未...
2) 大家出入會否平安...
3) north cal大雨到停電, 希望只係造成不便.
4) 將呔調轉裝果條臭飛*, 唔知佢會唔會發生意外...

* 兩個月前到車行換機油, 條柒到喊既臭飛到車行投訴有野整唔好, 我經過望一望駕柒到喊既bmw... huh? 尾呔呔紋調轉哂既??? 立即暗地裡恥笑...識車既人都會知呔紋係濕地係用黎排出係地面與呔面之間既水, 如果將車呔拎轉安裝, 會相反推更多水到地面與呔面之間, 令車呔抓唔到地, 形成打滑...正當我想通知佢依個可悲既事實, 令佢不至於發生意外影響其他人既時候, 佢就將車開走左, 好可惜, 可能我講少左一句就失去阻止意外發生既機會, 所以每次落雨時都令我醒起佢...

新屎坑...

2008-01-01T22:43:00.000-08:00

舊屎坑過去...

2007係估你唔到既一年...
走黎走去, 又番左黎;
賣左愛驅;
開始了投資(機);
入左泥坑, 真係萬劫不復, 但認識到同好既感覺真好;
知道同事係可以做朋友, how amazing;
閃電搵到工, 多得好友相助;
很多事都睇得好化, 係好事定壞事;

除夕夜, 撞番好多自己連名都唔記得既人, 感覺似playback, 你又想話啲咩野俾我知...
倒數都無做到, 因為估唔到已經夠鐘...

新屎坑來臨...

希望唔係掙香三日, 香足一年吧...
希望一切安好, 身體健康, 包括你, 你, 你同你...

Happy Halloween...

2007-10-30T22:39:00.000-07:00

回家途中在fwy遭人用painball射擊, happy Halloween, asshole...

最明顯既一處, 其他地方太黑睇唔到, 聽朝先算...this brings back the memory which couple years ago some freaks shoot other drivers on the freeway with real guns, 當時令所有駕車人士都人心惶惶...this is not funny, dude....

Cold pizza

2007-09-21T22:36:00.000-07:00

Here is the photo in taipei, maybe writing a journal later....picture just for now....

http://picasaweb.google.com/lazytommi/20070908Taipei11