If you wanna buy a tough pick up truck, don't buy a Ford or Chevrolet, buy Toyota's...

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situation turns tougher and tougher...人世間最痛苦莫過於此...連基本既樽鹽都要放低...快面對現實吧...

又再一次被人吹番香港...我應該點做???

年初一...祝大家狗年財運亨通...

(自己睇番好似講錯野, 所以改左...敬請原諒)...

巨瘡賀新歲...very nice...

機緣巧合下試用下面果支茄汁...

一個字形容...爽...未試過擠茄汁擠得咁爽...
擠出來黎果時有一種好澎湃既快感, 唔會窒下窒下, 令人好想一路擠落去, 擠啊擠, 擠啊擠, 爽啊哈哈哈哈...但係我發現左依個係個好狗既設計, 當你爽著咁擠佢出來既時候, 你會無意間擠多左出來, 令你浪費左d茄汁, 下次用果時又係咁擠多左, 最後你會發現支茄汁好快用曬, 就去買個第二支, 跟著就有第三支, 第四支...如果人人都擠上癮, 就會直接影響支茄汁既銷售量, 間公司係就係會賺錢, 但係就浪費左d茄汁, 依個世界好多人無飯食嫁陰公........
諗得太遠...另外支茄汁做得好既地方既佢個出茄汁位唔會漏茄汁出黎, 咁既話個樽蓋就唔會留有茄汁, 開蓋果時無咁噁心, 依個都係我唯一覺得設計得好既地方...

屁放完啦...但係自己野就無乜好寫...來來去去都係悶啊, 冇錢啊, 冇女啊, 冇工做啊果d...你唔悶我都覺得悶啦...

好想放棄唔再玩Travian...有冇人想要我個account啊...

好似老左好多...體力欠奉...先走得果6轉summit run, 雖然大部份時間都係係度等人同教人...我唔係一個好老師, 因為我果d積極不干預既教學方法, 淨係用係有底既人先work, 初學者一律pk...最後一轉終於可以由山頂S著落到山腳, 等我下次有機會一定要片死班老表...

我究竟係咪一個好人呢...我好想知道...感覺上我好似變左...變到有d乞人憎...定係個人浮誇左呢...驚冇人發覺自己既存在...只好做d衰野出黎引人注意...諗咁多做乜...不如諗下點樣解決面前既財政問題重好啦...

個鼻好塞, 有d想窒息既感覺...

仲有唔夠四年既時間俾我沖...究竟依四年我會沖到d咩既出黎...實在有太多問題要解決啦...

頂...坐爆左張檯個放腳位...以後無得放腳啦...

睇番自己d xanga, d 英文一舊舊, 好似打report咁, 無乜感情, 都係用返中文算la...

被san diego間公司reject左, 心情一度跌落谷底, 似乎我真係競爭力嚴重不足...
我感覺上好似玩緊飛行棋, 大家都起左機係係行緊, 我就擲極都擲唔到6, 無得起機, 好似唔係個game入面玩既人咁樣...我諗我應該係時候開始考慮番香港發展...

好後悔當初無做intern, 搞到依家高不成低不就, 似乎我依家係最晦果個...

loan果份exit statement又填極都填唔完...我仲有乜用啊...

1/7

SKI TRIP...slept 5 hrs in total, still feeling exhaust from yesterday, went to mountain baldy at the beginning, later at the ticket office we found out they only opened a bloody short track...so we deicded to go mtn. high...

arrived mtn. high and parked our car around 2:30pm, the snow seems to better than last time in bear mountain. After the horrible experience in bear mountain, i had managed to do some S, but the snow condition is still bad that there were many stones and sharp ice, always pk at these areas...and my poor little burton board did suffer...

I don't know if I should tune it already as this is the second time on my burton, it also got a lot of cracks on the other side when people crashed on my board...i really wanna cry, cry for my board...

I have to thank you edwin and ricki for driving...i know i should take the response for driving one of the cars, however, i'm just too tired after san diego interview that i don't wanna get any accidents, i feel sorry about it...

1/8

Do you think a horn is a friendly reminder? especially when you are in heavy traffic. When i'm on the way to get out of LAX after picking up my bro, a CRV turned on signal light and tried to cut lane in front of me. Due to heavy traffic there is no way i should let him cut in, so i decided to pool my car forward to block his way. I thought he would give up and wait until I passed, but instead, he kept pressing the horn and yell out in viet(i think), that's how a rude driver putting hot oil into the fire. We both didn't yield and he kept horning and scolding me, so i drove more forward to let him crash into my fender, trying to get some money out of him if he really do, that way i can stay unemployed for another 6 months. he knew he was pissed so he cut in the car in front of me and cut in one more lane to my right. somehow we got parallel and he press horn again. Therefore we decided to teach him how to change lane politely. We gave a thank you to the truck in front of the viet and managed to cut in the lane without receiving any aggressive responds. We were all happy and the viet had to be pretty angry...

I thought the incident was ended. When I drove thru the tunnel, the viet was back for revenge, cutting in front of me and applied the brakes. Since I knew he's gonna do that, losing him was the only way to avoid the accident. Usual way, down shirft and change lane...BYE BYE sucker...

I don't want to discriminate the vietnamese, I know some of them are nice people, but sometimes the ways some of the viet handling things and treating other people are just making me feel like they are assholes. I don't respect them simply because they don't respect me...i hope one day they will learn the lesson...

Here i am, san diego...drove 2 hrs exact to get to the hotel, it's holiday inn. surprise that they have free wireless access to the internet and i don't have to drive 4 miles to reach the closest mcdonald to go online....

didn't really sleep at night in the hotel, only rolling back and forth for 5 hrs, maybe because i'm too excited and nervous about the interview. woke up at 6am and took a shower, then go down to the lobby to have my free breakfast, seriously think that i will be smarter for having a nice big breakfast. Looked around during breakfast, no gals at all, not even a women, where did they go...

after breakfast, i went back to hotel room and read thru my resume, try to recap all the answer to the possible questions and interviewing skills from the book, eventually fell asleep, woke up at 8am, so i went to change and try to make myself look smart. arrive at the site 15 mins earlier...but i'm still the latest one arrived...=.=...Started up with company intro, benefits, benefits are too tempting and too fancy for me and out of my imagination, so nice for an entry-level job. follow by two 45 mins interviews non-stop, i could not believe i could survive, tried to talk and ask as much as possible, performed better compare to other interviews already, but still I feel less competitive than other candidates. Not much special after that, talked to security about clearence, seems like that may take quite long for me to get the clearence, this is not a good sign as I can't involve in most of the projects before getting the clearence. in this case I can't learn a lot by completing small projects...but then...I would think i will love this work so much...i seriously hope i can get that job offered...finished the interview process after and feel so released, happy that they will cover my expenses in this trip so i decided to spend some money in SD, went back to hotel and pack up everything, LET'S FEEL THE SAN DIEGO SUNSHINE...

Called Ian on the way and a gal picked up the phone speaking mandarin, she gave me another number to reach Ian, who is she btw...no one pick up the phone. I wondered if he's still in SD...Since I don't know where to go, so just keep going west for beach...went a couple beach-like areas and took some pictures...

A squirrel can steal food from a closed lunch box but unable to open a zipper bag...

just a proof that I was actually there...

Finally, I mistakely exited the freeway and arrived at a real beach...i think it's called pacific beach...

And then i realized I had been there N years ago when I went to buy drink at 7-11...
At the end I feel really on9 by walking ALONE and take photo on the beach...when seeing most of the people are in groups or in pair...so i decided to go back to LA as quickly as I can...Spent 4.5 hrs to drive back to LA, that is the sickest driving experience i had never had before...had to stop at south coast plaza for rest...arrived home around 9 and feel exhausted, no food since breakfast...stay up until 12 to discuss our ski trip on tmr...see if i got enough energy to do some S...

90 mins left before go to san deigo...and i'm still not really....i'm in deep shit now....

朝早去送埋阿婆最後一程, 用上道教儀式, 南無佬唱下歌, 轉兩個圈, 總覺得佢做得好求其, 又無破地獄睇, 有少少失望...

after the ceremony, i sent my mom back to work, and she told me to go somewhere else before heading back home, so it won't bring any bad luck back home. At this moment, here comes my logic. taking this action will not bring bad luck back home, so i actually left the bad luck to somewhere else, eventually bring bad luck to others. that's so dirty...正所謂己所不欲勿施于人...those chinese tradition just make me feel sick. how can chinese be so selfish. suddenly feel shame about being a chinese...Anyway, at the end i did not head back home and go straight to fry's to return my new router. looking backward i actually bring bad luck to fry's since i went there to return the useless router .

went to bally after back home, still feeling pain when running on the track, and doing less weight lifting, seems like i'm still recovering...losing 5 lbs by not working out for 2 weeks, that's a really bad new for me, how i'm gonna reach 160...sigh...really pissed in the shower room, a mexican guy in my opposite side was looking at me and DIY in front of me...我唔介意有人當我係性幻想對象, 但係唔好係個男既好嗎...that's really hurt my feeling, I don't think i'm THAT attractive for gays...well i was shocked for a few seconds, turned back to do my own business and never look back, as i have no control on what others thinking...

I don't wanna type anymore...nothing special after that...

New year, new toy...

try to replace my nearly dead router and extend my wireless range to living room, however, number of antenna does not proportional to the strength of the signal. It performed even worse than my linksys i bought 4 years ago...seems like my little linkz can stay for a little longer...

attended first half of a funeral, a 96-year-old grandma who i have never seen before, but she indirectly bring me to the U.S and give me new life, so still...i owned her. no suprise, there's not much sad feeling for most of the attendant, since, not so respectfully saying, it's about time. looked around, seen all common decorations that had seen in the ordinary funeral, the most interesting are paper dolls. I saw a boy and a girl, 2-story house, a m-benz and a wheelchair. questions came up on my mind, seems like every person will bring at least 2 dolls in hell, will hell get over populated? even hell got 18 levels, does it have enough land to build house? do we need driver license to drive that m-benz? is the wheelchair really necessary? people don't walk, they fly, right? All that bs came out on my mind, but touchwood, if one day i'm the person in the picture, i would like to receive a paper GP-03D, PS2 with tons of game(maybe PS6 at that time), a two-seater sport car with mid-engine, a house with swimming pool and some sunblock please. I don't want any of the people cry, I will probably jump out from casket and go nuts, so smile please. And i also want people to make me a funny face and give me a "yea" when they go around me. I would greatly appreciate and bless you all...gosh...i can't believe i can type such a long entry...continue the second half tmr morning...

sent dad back to hk...with heavy rain all the way to airport...never experienced such bad weather for long time...um...i will be missing my dad...

似乎我既擔心好似係多餘既...聽到大家好似好開心...我都好想成為其中一人...下次啦...

Happy new year to everyone...
Finally 2005 is gone...certainly it's not a good year for me...hopefully 2006 will be better...I need someone or something to energize me...

我口不擇言既性格...今日表露無遺...果然年尾發一發力...終能成為眾矢之的...真係爽死...

上mammoth既念頭被責任心所擊敗...都係想留係度照顧下家人...履行一下做仔既責任...

諗著今晚可以灌醉自己...達到宿醉既境界...等我可以發泄一下近排極down既情緒...點知無人飲...都唔知買咁都酒番黎做乜...諗諗下有d蝕tim...

新年新開始...plan就一定要有...都係起碼有份工...等我可以重拾番d自信la...就可以向目標進發...一個月後要奐然一新...